November 6th, 2004

Current Music: ..i can hear my bros cartoons..does that count? =p Time: 11:57 am Current Mood: good

Boo! =p Im bored...i have to work in like an hour =( this makes me VERY unhappy...oh well...yesterday was productive =) yay for shopping...lol good time girls =) (mmm cake n goldfish...such a good idea and we know it...lol!) i finally quit chuck e cheese....12 days and couting...this makes me VERY happy...but i will miss it...oh well! I got the job at the jewelry store so i get to buy lots of nice new clothes =) "mon-wed is pant day, thus-sun is skirt day" lol thats so randomly cute! =) i love it! Anyways off to workie soon, still got lots to do! xoxo

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October 11th, 2004

Current Music: Marilyn Manson - Coma White Subject: Rookie Jam's rock my world Time: 10:49 am Current Mood: drunk

oh man!! i cant even begin to say how GOOD last night was!!!! like o man!! thanks jay for inviting us...well jessi, who invited us after =p poor adrian =( sorry dude no guys allowed!! but who doesnt know that i guess!! thong wars!! lmao..."ive never seen so much cock and balls in one place in my life!!!" hahahahaha!!! and then there was the dude banging the FUCK outa some girl in front of EVERYONE!!! (like..who does that?!) god...plastered...it was great...yayoooooooo...lol!! making trips to the bathroom and rotating between 3 of us!! larissa...thats 3 times uve snaped one ;) lol!!! love u girls!!!!! xoxo

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September 25th, 2004

Time: 03:16 pm Current Mood: sings happy birthday

happy birthday sandie =) xoxo

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September 24th, 2004

Current Music: Eminem - Drug Ballad Time: 08:02 pm Current Mood: T.O. sucks the LIFE out of you

yay! my scotland boys are comming home today...well 2morrow really...they left at 7pm and they have a 9 hour flight so they wont be getting home until 4am...or 10am their time...boo that must suck...so much lost time!! =( oh well...damn i wish i had stayed the extra week with them!!! i miss them!! =( boo!! oh well im going home in july...i wanted to go in june for billy and roseannes anniversary party thing, but its the week before exams...sooo thats not an incredibly good idea....so im gona go in july for gavins wedding...even though I haven't seen him since I was like....5 lmao! oh well!! its an excuse to go there...AND go to a wedding...plus im gona be spending a crackload of time with richard and his crazy friends getting plastered =) ooooh crazy scottish ways! -p gotta love it!! the best part....ill be 18!! wo0t wo0t...so even though as of now my moms saying no...as long as I pay for it, when the time comes, she cant really tell me no, cause well..legal adult (WHAAAAT lmao) so she cant stop me...can she? xoxo

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September 22nd, 2004

Current Music: D12 - Purple Pills Time: 05:15 pm Current Mood: jubilant

...god...grade 10 had SO many jokes times that i completely forgot about!!! random wrestling...hey guys theres no sound...mmm sandwhich...oooo smookey...and so on! *sigh* xoxo

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September 21st, 2004

Current Music: Jon Bon Jovi - Its My Life Time: 05:13 pm Current Mood: contemplative

Collins: (origin: Gaelic.) From Cuilein, darling, a term of endearment applied to young animals, as Catulus, in Latin. In the Welsh, Collen signifies hazel--a hazel-grove. lol, wasnt that enjoyable?? today is...well would have been my mom and daddies 19th anniversary =) <3

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September 17th, 2004

Current Music: K-OS - Crab Bucket Time: 05:53 pm Current Mood: exhausted

Hmm..okay, so florida: [..Day 1..] left at like 6:30 in the morning...got there by 9...got checked in by 11...went swimming....went to the mall...went for dinner...that took us to about 10 so went back chilled in the hotel room...no word from the Scotland gang...went to sleep...phone rang around 12 but I didnt hear it...they got lost that's why it took them so long [..Day 2..] met up with the gang umm...oh we went and explored downtown disney because by the time we all got sorted it would have been a waste to go to any of the parks...went back to the villa and chilled then went home, not very eventful but very fun. Richards friends were jokes! even though they make fun of me =( [..Day 3..] woke up crazy early...went to the villa...went to Magic Kingdom...stayed as a huge group (bad idea lol) we didnt stay long...probably because we were such a big group and everyone was being draged everywhere...it was fun anyways!! Splash Mountain is jkz! Graham got soaked...so did i but you couldnt see it on me his green shirt was blatanly obvious that it was wet =p haha!! then we went back to the villa...and spent the night and got completely plastered with the boys while the adults were in the other room...me and drinking = bad experiences when moms around...i really should learn...(cough richard cough) ;) its alright, cause "i like that" haha aww <3 u guys! so jkz! hmm okay, well back to my story, Tony caught it all made loud noises to alert us of his presence...alcohol makes you not care...pretty stupid since my mom was in the other room n theres no doors or ne thing but whatever! =) [..Day 4..] went to MGM =) it was fun! split up from the group...me Richard Graham and Mark went and did our own thing...Tower of Terror and Rockin Rollercoster are SO good...the pictures are even better! gotta love the faces on you guys! =) i like alone time...hate being around my mom...shes so uptight...and well...yea! =) they stayed to watch fantasmic and ive seen it and they didnt care so we took a bus to downtown disney to see AVP since they havent seen it...well i dont even think its out over there yet!...it SUCKED MONKEY BALLS! but being not even in the same PARK as my mom made me a lot more comfortable...got picked up and went back to the villa for a bit but not long... [..Day 5..] the hurricane was passing by so we got rain pretty well all day...so we went to the florida mall...spent a shitload of money...but got some really nice tops n shit =) they spent a lot of money too umm after went back to the villa maybe went for dinner first i dont really remember, most of it is very jumbled since really i was getting plastered every night...damn my low alcohol tollerance and getting drunk easy! [..Day 6..] went to blizzard beach...it was pretty overcast in the morning...still crazy hot...but that was good because the water park wasnt busy =) *thumbs up* took a chairlift up to the slides n shit they were fun...no first we went in the wave pool stole some tubes that were floating around THEN went to the slides...Roselyn was there so we had eyes that shouldn't see so it was pretty DL :P lol then we went and spent a good hour in the lazy river...just me n richard which was nice...then we went for a nice italian dinner =) crazy expensive and HUGE ass portions that were like grosly rediculous...but so yummie...we went back to the villa until like 1 more drunken fun =) [..Day 7..] Billy had been singing about us going home for the last few days but he really sang about it today...=( boo they get to stay another week...this was our last day it was by far the best though ;) went to universal studios we split up and went our ways again...which was good since it was the last day =( i miss them already...the horror thing was so funnie with that little jap. chick! *nod and smile and laugh* poooooor girl!! and our old tyme pictures =) they are hot! ...they are superbe ;) lol oh god! hmm...what else...god i dont even really remember it was such a good day though =) best way to end the short short week...went back to the villa got tanked again (sad...i hardly even drank anything i get drunk too fast) went for a "walk" to say goodbye ;) then we left fairly early since we had to get up pack n get to the airport by 7 so we said our goodbyes to everyone and that was that [..Day 8..] home again home again =( lonely xoxo **Papa...I Like That...Get Yer Gear And Get Te Fuck...Ew...You Lie...Not Even Almost...Someday...Fuck You...Dirty...'say this say that...fuck off!'**

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Time: 02:56 pm Current Mood: tired

All I have to say for the time being... Florida = awsum! lol I had so much fun! =) <3 u Titch Graham n Mark... You suck for stayin w/o me tho =( See you soontimes (gotta <3 our pictures ;) lmao) xoxo

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September 8th, 2004

Current Music: yeaaaaa bob!!! =p lol Time: 03:45 pm Current Mood: aggravated

god today blew monkey ass... a) im gona be screwed over when im gona and I'ts sinking in. b) i had math homework...although not hard, and i finished it in chem lol c) my chem teacher is a MORON! d) im going to FAIL chem if i dont change my schedule. e) if i CHANGE my shedule i end up with Marques for math f) that means math is gona be hell (Kozak = good teacher, Marques = bad) however, still better then Danaher for chem =( g) james changed his mind about going to the mall...clearly something better came up h) my mom lectured me i) its only 3:45 xoxo

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Current Music: Bob Marley - Buffalo Soldier Time: 03:44 pm Current Mood: pleased

i just have to say: i saw mr. blue hair today! =) i wasn't walking around with my eyes closed =) love ya cookie!! xoxo

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September 5th, 2004

Time: 07:20 pm Current Mood: grateful

Sandie died my hair. =) Alessia supervised. Thx bellaz i <3 it!

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Time: 12:56 am Current Mood: full

today = great day! =) Jeff came all the way from fuckin god knows where to chill for 2 hours =) because really i had to be home at 5...meh =) i felt special! <3 then went to la's n chilled with the gurls...good times really =) god we need to do that more often...too bad my moms a bitch n i cudnt crash with you'z tho montreal/saga memz oh man!! <3 such a boom day! ashley raped me! lol crazy girl if i can swing it 2morrowz gona be good times and a half! what a good way to end the summer...fuck everyone who ditched man! who needs em! mcdicks and pizza...god i can FEEL my arteries clogging... xoxo

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September 2nd, 2004

Current Music: D12 - How come Time: 05:14 pm Current Mood: PISSED!

Fuck! im not gona get into everything right now cause im just too dam lazy...BUT! what the fuck is up Michelles ass?! like honestly...where does she come off cussing at me for something thats NONE of her business...fuck!! im sorry calling me a hypocrite when youre being a hyporcirte by saying it is retarted! god...sandie can totally relate to this...she knows the conversation =p haha cocktease...ooooh man xoxo

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August 30th, 2004

Current Music: 1 2 3 Train With Me..oh oh, oh oh oh oh (woo woo) Time: 12:30 am Current Mood: moody

oookay, im gona TRY to recap last night for you...im warning you right now my train of thought is shortlived...and ill drift in and out...it was fuckin sick, but it might take some effort to fuckin read though. im still so chill right now...hershin out like madd though... alright...so lets recap the day: - Call sandie at like 11 to tell her we pickin her up at like 11:30...she was still sleepin - went trampolining for an hour n then had food n cake for my bros bday partaaaayyyy - we stopped by etc on the way back to my place cause we did booth pics and sandie wanted to see something about her shoes for school...n im sure we put em on hold... **(fuck theres a ringing in my ear this blows)** - then we...went back to my house and we fuckin played DDR for like 2 hours...who fuckin does that - then we are like yio lets bounce somewherez....n jessi like calls me up so she came up to my place - we popped half a pill each...and started dancing and shit in my room... - sandie was on the phone with Scotty (who loves her more then Jessie muahahahaha) but he was fully bad buzzing her man! she didnt feel it hit as fast as me n my jessi - we put on all the crazy lights and our Montreal e-tard cd - jessi wasnt allowed to sleep over, but we TOTALLY wanted her to, and she wanted to stay...clearly like we were fuckin having a sick ass time - so shes like if i drop off the car then can i sleep....so her mom was like alrite...so we go to drop off her car but grab somemore pills so we can each take another half and have a whole pill each...then go dropp jessis car off... - then im fuckin buzzing and tryin to drive in the rain (its NOT SMART TO DRIVE ON E) - back at my house we fuckin go to cut em, they not there! - jessi left em in her fuckin CAR! **we totally had to get em too case they were on the dash...so we fuckin flip cause my moms gona bitch about us goin out again** - so i tell her we gotta go return the movie (which we had to but didnt cuz im retarted and went to bb instead of rog.) - get to J's n back in like 25 minutes... - jess had some TROUBLES opening her car! lmao!! stupid girl! but w/e man we got em - back at my place went strait downstairs brought blankets pillows cds everythin we fuckin danced for hours man! sandie finalyl was like hittin it! and me n jessis 2nd kicked in before sandiez but w/e - then we started talking while dancing...then slowly we started to sit down - me n jessi were pretty chill just sittin movin in our seats...sandie had finally caught up to us and because it was her first time she was BOUNCING! - totally reminded me of montreal - fuckin we talked about so much shit! like thats one thing i love...you can talk about things you CAN talk about but never ACTUALLY do - then fuckin me and sandie shared la on the phone shes so fuckin jokes when we fucked she was on it too...like we were all fucked but la had been at 108 wit ash. - JEssi was on the fone wit her luvr..i talked to him, totally thinks im crazy! but he seems cool yay for jessi! - kinda made me want to talk to kevin or jeff...=( (lol) - sandie kept fuckin fallin asleep after and i kept wakin her up... - then by like 5:30 the 2 of em were done... - i was still CRAZY WIRED! and like dancin around, i put the music in my headphones and buzzed on my own (ya im a big loser) - i finally passed out at like....8 am...woke up like an hour later :P lmao - we took so many fuckin crazy pictures (**X T C**) thats a boom pic gurliez! god...such a good night! =) and i <3 u gurls!! ur my sistas!! n lariss she totally belongs there...she was there in spirit tho!!! fuck like i just lost my train of thought...but i was fuckin cryinnnnn last night...i got a lot of shit out about my dad to sandie that i hadn't said before...and i had told la n jessi like the last time...but it affects me a lot more now cause of my and my mom bein on such bad terms =( i decided im gona fuckin go up to the cemetary at least every other week, and just spend a couple hours sitting...like it pisses me off that she doesnt fuckin go anymore!!! makes me feel like she forgot him!! oh and my brother!! think about it...my moms a little slut, and wont fess up...thats B/S! god...so much pisses me off...i like being able to get it all out everything feels CRAZY important!! =) its such a sick sensation!! to be open...i honestly think like sandies my bella ive always loved her and been comfortable with her...but jessi n la man, they made me confident! like they so real and i am too, but i used to want to please ppl...now, its more why plz ppl if im not happy? all 3 of em are my sistas from another mista ;) i wouldn't change any of you for anything in this whole world... i dont even remember wut this post started about...im pretty sure my day...oh i remember takin videos...a lot of em didnt turn out cause it was dark :P lol wuteva...oh and i tried calling and texting JEff at like 6 am when those 2 passed out :P he didnt answer lol god this is babbling!! =)

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August 27th, 2004

Time: 02:09 pm Current Mood: sad

JennN! Lunch was fun! =) thanks so much for comming to lunch with me today!! =) Im gona miss you so so so so so so so ..... so so so so so so so so so ..... so so so so so so so so (i think you get the point) much when you go to Guelph =( really whos gona be near me...creepy window kid?! no THANKS! lol no more wake up calls and boredom calls and hey come over im bored, ya im lazy you come here, im lazy too you come here, lol and on and on it goes until one of us gives up! =( gotta love that first one *hi, umm Jenn, its Liane from next door. im uh going to wonderland and my mom says you have a seasons pass, and i should ask you to come, so um, do you want to come to wonderland?* lol! you love me! =) how far ive come since then eh =p hehe!! god, i really am gonna miss you!!!! =( xoxo <3 LiaNe-iFeR

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Time: 01:58 pm Current Mood: scared

*wow* okay, so the power just totally went off =( and I was halfway through a post and now its gone...so I'll just have to start over. SO much thunder, and SO much lightning, and SOOOOOOOOO much rain! =*( and I hateeeee thunder n lightning...especially when im alone! =( Half the office isnt here, but really im up at the front all by myself!!! At home its creepy too late at night when youre by yourself =*( its only nice when youre cuddling someone ;) lol *sigh* I watched love actually last night =) omg! so cute!! now im all like <3'y god the part where he has the cards!! omg i want someone to do that (except not for an affair type thing lol just....just do it!) oooh and the little boy with the little girl!! =) aww so cute!! =) SUCH a good movie, jon you SUCK for not watching it with me </3 i dont love you anymore! =*( you broke my heart!! i mean i sat through LORD OF THE RINGS for you! and you cant even watch love actually =( haha yea ANYWAYS! I want a boyfriend! No i dont! DAMMIT! Boys are the most dangerous and addictive drug there is!!! but god the high is like no other! =) its true! hmm, why are things so complicated. Too far, too hard to get hold of, too immature, or god knows what else but they are all so difficult! hmm, i really hope this stupid rain shit stops so I can go to the ex with Jeff and Sam and whoever else is going! =) yay!!! and they are all gona win me prizes....well Jeff and Sam said they would! =) hehe!! but the rain has to STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP first!!! Rain is NOT fun! Unless you are inside all cozy =) or, well unless you are playing in it! lol but you cant play in thunder and lightning! =( Fridays are so slow =( and omg i cant believe today is my last day at work...the last 2 months have FLOWN in! im gona miss it, its so nice here, like i hardly do anything, but even when i have work to do, its not like exerting, like stupid chuck e cheese god i dont want to go back =( hmm cant wait for 2morrow =) me and sandie are attending my brothers birthday party at AIRBORNE!! yaya!!! =) then shes gona sleep over and we are gona rent movies and stuff our faces and do a whole bunch of stupid random thigns =) cause thats what we do best!!! i <3 my sandie!! and i miss her!! stupid holy name!! =@ oh well!!! =) Sandiecakes we can cross another thing off our list after 2morrow, =) yay for trampolining!! =) whoo hoo!!! anyways i think ive rambled enough!! =) love you all!! xoxo

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Time: 11:11 am Current Mood: hungry

so i search for "cute picture" and THIS comes up! some people are sick! ...is it just me, or is that BRUTALLY disturbing? JennNs comming for lunch with me! =) i wonder where we will go...im hungry =(

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August 26th, 2004

Time: 11:22 am Current Mood: nauseated

gag choke and vomit towards a certain someone...not gona name names lol casue there is a chance they see this...but UGH i always said no regrets...theres no use in regretting somehing you cant change...but ill tell you one thing...i regret you...if I could go back i wouldn't do it all over agin god youre conceited, and full of crap i hate seeing people fall into your trap...but no one learns by being told, i sure didnt, you only learn by experiencing for yourself

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Subject: ..happy birthday to my baby!! =).. Time: 01:23 am Current Mood: loved

Aww =) my baby's getting big <3 LoL!! Hmm, I wont go into a whole lot of detail (hopefully) about my little brothers birthday party lol cause Im sure most of you dont care. And I'm tired but I cant sleep... Okay, so my mom wakes me up to clean the pool and after loafting for a good hour I do it. Theres wasps making a nest in my backyard...fuckers =( i HATE wasps/bees/hornets WHATEVER. anyways, then after the pool i showered...i blowdried my hair PROPERLY...that doesnt happen often :P lol then I went to the mall with my mommie. I didnt get my shoes though =( cause I loafted for so long we were running late. after the mall we went to loblaws to get the cake and some food Then like around 3 my aunt showed up with her gang...and her visitors from scotland. OMG vix brought the baby this time and shes SO SO SO SO SO SO cute!! =) and so good natured...and she took a liking to me right away =p lol omg she has the prettiest eyes and god shes so cute. Sophie =) Then the rest of the family came, and Nicole came with Marty and Haley =) and Halez became my best buddy for the night. We went, swimming. "Liannneeeee wut u doooooing?" "Halez, im swimming, wut r u dooooing?" "im swiiiiiiming tooo" hahaha oh man shes cute as a button!! My brother opened his gifts in the grass at night, so needless to say, im not COVERED in mosquito bites =( boo!!! oh well...he got some super cool stuff. DDR, Skateboard and Guitar are my favs cuz those I can have fun with to. Then everyone was leaving just as Miguel showed up. Crazy kid rode his bike all the way to my house!!! I felt SO loved <3... i <3 u magookie!!! I fed him cake so he wouldnt complain when I put him to work =p muahahaha! We brought the PS2 to the big tv in the basement and played DDR with my brother. Then my bro went to bed and me and Miguel continued to play like the big losers we are until like 12! Then I realized I have to work in the morning, and Migz still had to ride his bike home again, So we decided to throw him out =p jkz he said he had to go! Anyways I made him promise to call me when he got home. he did. That brings me to now, my insomnia...it was a good day though =) more fun times on saturday for his birthday party..not the family one =) whoo hoo sandiez!!! =) LoL! w/<3 xoxo PS. butterfly isnt on the game we got =( boooooooo

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August 23rd, 2004

Time: 07:35 am Current Mood: energetic

Happy 19th Birthday my Jenn-N-ifer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I <3 YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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